i bet you read the title and started to think... hmmmm this will be intresting.
well i hope i satisfy....
i am 16, 23 days i will be 17.. but whos counting right... :D i have been called so many things for sticking to my faith, from being gay to a slur of not so nice words. but never the less i pressed on haha...
ive been asked countless times, tyaan why dont you date all the guys that ask you, and i respond over and over again.... cuz i dont wanna.. even when i want to! so my question is why are people so curious about why i dont date the boys at school, but when i give them the answer they dont listen. its really rather frustrating.... exspecially if you like a guy who isnt a member, thats hardcore status (im sure you all know) but one of my friends asked me, just out of curiostity if a guy asked me to wait for him while he was on his mission... would you... and i sat and pondered his question, i told him the one thing he didnt want to hear , no i wouldnt i would say we'll see how it is when you come back, and i then began to explain my reasoning behind it and i said becuase two years is a long time he would change so much and i would change too, so has i told him that, he said thats what everyones saying... i smiled and shook my head, he is a really good friend i thought to myself.
But the thing is thats were i stand now... but where will i stand if i do fall in "love" i dont think i will but i have to cover all my bases! haha i wonder if it will seem harder and more of a challenge when i actually have to act on my word... most likely but i think i can do it!! eeek thats scary!!
but as i am going into my senior year, im so excited to do everything, but really super nervous!!! its like freshman year all over again!!!! NO!!! haha just kidding.
but i am really excited to stay a kid, but i want to grow up.... and dating is part of growing up... haha so ya...
well i hope i satisfy....
i am 16, 23 days i will be 17.. but whos counting right... :D i have been called so many things for sticking to my faith, from being gay to a slur of not so nice words. but never the less i pressed on haha...
ive been asked countless times, tyaan why dont you date all the guys that ask you, and i respond over and over again.... cuz i dont wanna.. even when i want to! so my question is why are people so curious about why i dont date the boys at school, but when i give them the answer they dont listen. its really rather frustrating.... exspecially if you like a guy who isnt a member, thats hardcore status (im sure you all know) but one of my friends asked me, just out of curiostity if a guy asked me to wait for him while he was on his mission... would you... and i sat and pondered his question, i told him the one thing he didnt want to hear , no i wouldnt i would say we'll see how it is when you come back, and i then began to explain my reasoning behind it and i said becuase two years is a long time he would change so much and i would change too, so has i told him that, he said thats what everyones saying... i smiled and shook my head, he is a really good friend i thought to myself.
But the thing is thats were i stand now... but where will i stand if i do fall in "love" i dont think i will but i have to cover all my bases! haha i wonder if it will seem harder and more of a challenge when i actually have to act on my word... most likely but i think i can do it!! eeek thats scary!!
but as i am going into my senior year, im so excited to do everything, but really super nervous!!! its like freshman year all over again!!!! NO!!! haha just kidding.
but i am really excited to stay a kid, but i want to grow up.... and dating is part of growing up... haha so ya...
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Boys are poopy-heads. Until you find the right one! Don't grow up too fast. I am 42 and haven't grown up yet. Just ask your mom!
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